I went on to search fer the lyrics and read thru it once. Every single word seems to b like a healing potion sinking into my wounded heart. For that moment, i really wanted to hug qi tightly and tell him in his eyes that i missed him lots. But i know i can't. Letting him know i miss him will onli make him tink of me, which is equivalent as torturing him. Since the last incident, we seldom chat. I realised that i am onli making things worst for him. I always think what i do is good for him but i was wrong. Accompanying and saying "i miss u" is just to aid myself and not him. I'm always flooding our conversation with the same question. Looking back, I really tink i am such a pain. If i can stand in his shoes earlier, maybe all this wouldn't happen. Sickness can be cured by medcine. Heart needs to be cured by time. I believe my heart will grow stronger and blossom like a sunflower by the time he sees me again.
*I like this song very much. But whenever i play it, tears will start rowing down my cheeks
